quino-27.livejournal.comHas anyone run across a story where Dean turns into a vampire from a combination of being bitten, drinking vampire blood and digesting dirt from the grave of the vampire that had bitten him? It happened in a fight, in a graveyard he went to check out on his own, while letting Sam sleep a little. Sam suspects something but Dean has to hear he is a vampire to be able to talk about it, but the details lead Sam to believe that he probably won't be able to turn anyone, due to how odd the circumstances of his transformation were. In midday he goes in a coma-like sleep, he needs to be fed both blood and emotions, but things like running water, sunlight, and silver crosses are not too much of a problem, especially after a ritual they performed. Meg comes into the picture while they were searching a book for the ritual, when she kidnaps them but Sam kills her and has a break down thinking she had killed Dean.
This is a Wincest, but it's more out of the need to feed Dean that this happens, like 'the best between two evils' kind of start to this 'relationship', and not an opportunity to act on repressed feelings. Sam just feels he can't survive with his sanity the loss of another person he loved so much and relied on, but Dean doesn't want to start killing innocents and live as a monster, so Sam takes it upon himself to become Dean's snack.
I read it once, about a month ago and have been trying to find it again ever since, but I can't remember the site I found it in and as it turns out I totally suck at the whole 'search the net' thing (not much of a surprise there). I'd really appreciate it if anyone could help me out. Thanks!