I'm not sure if this is one of the several fics you're mixing on the sickfic, but this is an absolutely gorgeously=written Dean=has=cancer=and=he=never=told=me=before story by the rather amazing (sorry, n00b doesn't have the hang of LJ's codes yet, @#$%) *tru_faith_lost*. Her LJ has a link to the story, LIVING OUT LOUD, which lives on her website. It was one of the first things I read in this fandom and helped cement my abiding Deanlove. (and the LJcodecavewoman vows to figure out how to USE them).


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Happy Deanwoman (happy or sad, this character *pleases* me)