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LJ Tos Changes - Poll

LJ recently moved it's servers to Russia and changed it's Terms of Service. There's an article on Gizmodo here and on another site here. I've had some people ask if we are going to move the Comm to another site. At the moment, no we don't. But I wanted to get opinions on the matter.

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i've seen the future, brother (it is murder) by kroki-refur

hello, does anyone have a copy of this fic? :) i would really appreciate one. my email is mirukeu@gmail.com.

thanks in advance! ^^

Dean Angst

Hey. I'm looking for fics where Dean struggles with guilt over the things he's done in his life and/or he feels like he's not good enough, a failure, a horrible brother/son etc.
Thanks guys.

FOUND: J2 Fic where Jensen bonds with a female wolf familiar

I'm looking for a J2 fic I read a while ago and now can't find, where Jensen bonds with a female wolf pup when he's young, and grows up with others who likewise bonded with a wolf pup. Jensen being bonded to a female wolf means his mate will be male, because the mate is determined by the wolf's sex. Jensen is picked on for this, by one boy in particular, and is definitely an outcast. He's also amazing with a bow and arrow.

Jared shows up later on in the story, and is to be the new chief of the village (which I believe is in a cave system in a mountain? maybe?). It's clear from the first second Jared and Jensen meet that they're mates. Jensen doesn't react well - he runs off - and he's extremely against the mating, and Jared has to work to bring Jensen around.

If anyone can help me find this fic I'd really appreciate it! I've tried Googling different phrases/terms and can't find it myself.

Thanks in advance!

EDIT: FOUND thanks to a kind anon! Fic is HERE in case anyone else is interested!
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Reader/Dean Au

A couple of months ago I read this fic and didn't save it and now I can't find it. So, this is what I can remember. This fic is set in a small town, everybody has normal jobs, nobody died. The reader is Jessica Moore's sister, and she's Dean's childhood best friend. They grew up together and when she wanted to go to New York, he was the one supporting her. She kind of had/has a crush on Dean and he had/has a crush on her, he dated Lisa Braeden, she dated Castiel Novak. In New York, she started a company and made some friends. A couple of years later Dean and the reader hook-up in Las Vegas. When her dad dies she returns to her hometown for the funeral but leaves quickly. A few weeks later she returns again for some reason and when she arrives she finds out that Dean is marrying Anna Milton. Dean asks her to come to his wedding. Her gay best friend is also invited. She doesn't want to go because it's too painful. When the wedding is about to begin the reader overhears Anna talking to someone on the phone about selling Dean's bar asap and then divorcing Dean. The reader crashes the wedding in the church, declaring her love for him and quoting Whitesnake. Dean storms out and takes Lisa with him. Dean returns, the reader opens up an office in her hometown so she can work there and they live happily ever after, or at least I think they do.

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Looking for Suicidal Sam, post Southern Comfort

The title pretty much says it all, I'm hoping to find some recs for Suicidal Sam, after the events of Southern Comfort. Any pairing or gen is fine.

Thanks, lovelies!

Dean and stairs

Hey friends,
After tonights episode I'm craving fics with Dean falling or being pushed down stairs or over the balcony.
Hurt comfort is the best!  I remember one story from a couple yrs back where Dean was pushed (by a spirit?) down the stairs and went through the ballisters, hanging by one arm. I believe Sam had to grab on and maybe he dislocated his shoulder? I think Sam was also pushed and was laying in a heap at the bottom, had to get up to rescue dean? There may have been a female character that at one time went down the stairs as well. Haunted house maybe?
Any fics are welcome. Hurt Dean please.  Thanks.

Girl Dean/Guy Castiel Destiel reqs?

This seems to be a cute/fun idea. Any stories like that out there? :)

some general dean fics

hello, i'm looking for some general dean fics. :3

1. cuddly dean: this is totally canon for me, with the way dean cuddles his pillow. so i'm looking for fics where someone finds out that dean's a closet cuddler (which he'd probably refuse to admit because he's supposed to be all macho). i don't mind gen or slash.

2. reluctant bottom dean: where dean is convinced he's a top but he's actually a bottom. like top this by leonidaslion.

3. angels/dean: dean's soul is apparently the brightest. so naturally, the angels are kind of a little awestruck and maybe in love with his soul/dean.

4. cherished dean: destiel; cas knew everything about dean but still thinks he's worth saving (and rebelling, and falling). and when he gets to know dean and all the little quirks like the way he loves his pie and dr. sexy and cas just thinks he's really precious and adorable.

5. clueless vanilla dean: in the show dean's sex scenes showed him to be pretty gentle and vanilla while sammy was all - toppy. i'd love some fics where for all dean's manwhorish ways he's actually pretty vanilla and clueless about most kinks, especially regarding gay sex. any slash fic is fine, but for wincest i'd like for sam to find this hot, maybe, or dean being all shocked how his supposed prude little brother is like that in bed.

thanks in advance! :D

Prison Break AU's?

Are there any Prison Break fusion/AU's where Dean's the one in jail, and Sam deliberately gets himself imprisoned in order to break Dean out? (i.e. Lincoln!Dean and Michael!Sam).

Any length, pairing, rating, I'll accept it all, please and thank you!

found: specific deleted fics: Eden of Hunterlands series by thepinupchemist

Hello,

I was recently going back and rereading some of my favorite Dean/Castiel fics when I found that thepinupchemist's Eden and the Hunterlands series had been taken down. I was wondering if there was anyone who may have copies of It's Not My Burden, Hold This Wicked Soul, and Rise like the Tide that they were able to share. I can't believe I never thought to download the series and was really bummed to find them gone.

Either way, thank you so much! :)

Fics where Sam prioritizes Dean or appreciates Dean

I am looking for 2 general types of fics

1. Fics where Sam really needs or wants Dean. For example, Sam is in trouble and he knows Dean can make it all better because he's Dean. Either Dean actually is there and Sam is glad he is or Sam wishes his brother were there.

2. Fics that show Sam prioritizing Dean as most important over other people (like John). For example, I read this one where Dean and John split up in the woods to go look for a monster while Sam stayed behind. Dean gets caught in some kind of barbed wire trap. Sam heard something (or something like that) and thought one of them was in trouble, but he didn't know which one and he decides to go after Dean instead of John. If anyone knows that fic or any fics like that one, that would be great.

Basically, I'm looking for fics where Sam is shown to really appreciate/love his brother. Thank you!

general later seasons canon universe destiel or gen

1. Are there any canon universe fics where they go to another planet? Probably set back when Cas had his wings, he flies them there. But anything really.

2.S12 Spoilers )

3.S12 Spoilers )Particularly hoping there's some where he meets up with Cas and they go it alone, start a new life somewhere else, a home together. Hunting or whatever. I don't like curtain fics, but something like a break from hunting is ok, or something I can read that way (no 'and they lived in peace until they died of old age' endings)

4. Hunts/case fic in the snow. Anything set in Alaska?

5. Ben becomes a hunter fics, set in the latest few seasons. Hopefully gets his memory back and meets up with the Winchesters...

6. Fledgling!Cas is taught how to angel by his older siblings, pre-series, pre-human era? Cas being in awe of the splendor of earth.


Destiel or gen fic only. Bottom!Cas only pls. No human!fallen!Cas pls. Thanks

Sam/Jess, Sam calls out for Dean when hurt

Any fics where Sam and Jess are in a relationship, but when Sam gets hurt (seriously injured, sick and feverish, etc.), he only asks for Dean? Themes I'm looking for basically, are:
- jealous, hurt or confused!Jess who's trying to understand Sam and Dean's bond. Not looking for character bashing, just something that highlights the fact that Sam always, instinctively turns to Dean first.
- Sam being closer to Dean or trusting him in ways that he doesn't with Jess, despite loving her.

Really, anything along this line would be great! Stanford-era, AU's, not fussed. Preferably just Sam/Jess, but if there's Sam/Dean in there too that's fine. (Hell, if it's not Jess but some other female character that's fine too, please. :) )

Specific J2 fic - high school/college au

I'm trying to track down a fic I have only vague memories of. I believe the Js got together in high school, but then someone - maybe Jared's brother Jeff? - found out and threatened Jensen so he took off without a word to Jared. I remember Jared falling apart when Jensen didn't show up for his graduation. Jared gets kind of wild, drinking and smoking pot. I think it's several years before they reconnect, and Jeff helps Jared find Jensen again in the end. Ringing any bells?

ETA: Found! It's For The Love Of Jensen Ackles, link to Mediafire for pdf in comments. Thanks so much all!
Summary: The prompt: A J2 version of The Ugly Duckling. Jensen is the fat kid at school and Jared either bullies him/is his only friend, but because he's younger he doesn't stand up to the bullies. The boys lose touch but meet again in college where Jensen has lost the weight, but is still very self-conscious and shy. Feelings ensue and they go back home to visit Jensen's family/friend and meet up with the bullies

Castiel/Dean non-con general search

Sup. I'm looking for any kind of fics where Castiel rapes and/or abuses Dean for whatever reason. Chapter-length fics are preferred but honestly I'll take anything. Thanks guys, appreciate the help.

Specific Bodyswap fic!

Hey y'all,
I'm looking for a specific fic in which Jensen wakes up as Dean and immediately Sam is aware. It's set in a more grounded world, where any magical rituals take a long time to draw out the circles and Sam mentions it took like two weeks to draw out the one for opening Hell (or something like it). Basically Jensen is freaked out by how severe Sam is and can't imagine how bad Dean is. Eventually they're able to switch them back, and Jensen asks Jared what Dean was like, and Dean liked to look at the pictures of Danneel and JJ on Jensen's phone.
Thanks in advance!
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Reqs where Dean is getting older/aging and Castiel has to watch? Destiel

:D Hope there are some like this

Ones where Castiel ages along with him would be cool too!